Yawn

Ok, super-boring-good-news. So, I totally know I passed my psych midterm I took the other day.. however, it was THE hardest test I have EVER taken. The questions weren't that hard.. I mean,, It was open text. The fucking number of questions that were ALL to be answered in essay form was ridiculous.

 Without exaggerating, and maybe even being a little modest, there were at least 40 essay format questions. The class is just over 2 hours long, and I was among all but three of my classmates who didn't finish before class was over. Even when we were given an extension of time, we all STILL didn't finish the test. There were like 2 or 3 boring questions I skipped over and left blank... 

Anyway, that still wasn't the most trying part of the test. It was scratching out words for that long and getting the most intense cramping in my elbow? So, since this was the other day, and I've had trouble carrying dishes and pouring wine ever since, I've decided to group this into a doctor visit that addresses also my Scoliosis  issues that I've been dealing with (or not) quite irresponsibly for the last 4 years. It's probably a temp situation that I've decided to create as key to addressing the other physical and emotional problems that effect me each day.. 

Usually when dealing with any kind of ailment, my strategy is denial, but for once in a long time, I see my approach as a weakness, rather than a strength. Maybe, there's some readjusting to be done outside of my mattress and my posture. Maybe I shouldn't jump off the bar stool and storm out the door to stand in front of a car I misidentified as my potential nemesis'. And if it happens to be her, maybe I should invite her in for a cup of tea and discussion, rather than a stare down in the midst of mutually known passers-by. OH, if ONLY that didn't violate the court order...

The wagon is calling, I'm about to hop on. Are you?